- 6 years ago
- Wedding: August 2012
…but I’m at work, so I can’t.
First off, my friend is about to lose her arm, due to cancer, and I feel completely helpless. It makes me so sad to think about and it makes me mad that there’s nothing I can do to comfort her. I spend time day-dreaming about what it would be like if I didn’t have my arm, which just wants to make me cry.
Secondly, I h.a.t.e my job. Somehow my job has turned into something I never signed up for. I manage a gazillion different things, and it makes me so mentally exhausted that I have no energy to do anything during non-work hours. Then on top of that, they are going to start making me wake up in the middle of the night to support people over in Europe; that would be fine if I still didn’t need to work my normal workday. I find myself checking my personel email every 5 minutes on the off-chance that a recruiter has emailed me back about the applications I have managed to submit.
There isn’t a point to this post, except for me to use it as an outlet to let my frustration out. But if you have any advice for me, I would be happy to hear it, especially about my friend and what I can do for her.
If you made it this far, thanks for listening.