If you experienced PPD with your first…did you have a second?

posted 1 week ago in Babies
Post # 17
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: June 2017

I’m pregnant with my third. I had pretty severe PPD with my first, less severe with my second, and hoping for none with my third. I think some of the PPD has improved because I know what to expect, and I know what helped to get me feeling back to myself. My dear friend had it terribly with her first/ and had none with her second. So I think it’s different for everyone. Agree with another poster though- one child is just fine. I am an only child- no complaints. Do what you feel is right for you and your family and be honest with how you’re feeling. I’m also an older parent, so I get the sense of urgency you’re feeling. Good luck to you! 

Post # 18
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: June 2007 - City, State

llevinso :  So don’t breastfeed. Use formula. Unless that is super important to you, giving birth and using formula could help you avoid the hormonal fluctuations, as well as some herbal supplements to detox your body and liver. I also recommend not going on hormonal birth control for 12 weeks so your body can heal from 10 months of pregnancy.

I’m 33 weeks with #4. I’m taking a sage tincture to dry my milk up and doing formula, same as with #3. And because of that decision, I was able to enjoy my baby last time and focus on healing my body from my csection and not be a raging psycho. I had a few days of baby blues and I expect that this time as well. There’s no way in hell I could commit to the hormonal aspect of breastfeeding.

Post # 19
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: June 2016

You do not have to have another child, Bee. There are A LOT of benefits to being an only child, and to being a parent to only one child. You seem to be trying to convince yourself to have another, as if that’s the “right” decision. Just because you used to want two doesn’t mean that’s the best thing for you, your family, or your son. 

I think you need to take the time to really question why you so badly want to want another. You are not letting your son down. He will have a wonderful life either way and if you have any preconceived notions about only children, I assure you the research shows the opposite. There is absolutely no reason for you to have a second if you don’t want to. 

If you wake up tomorrow actually wanting to have another child, then go for it! But if you’re trying to convince yourself that you should have a second one, I think you need to hold off, do your research, and consider that your family may already be complete. 

Post # 20
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: January 2017

 

llevinso :  I currently only have one living child, and it was a horrific pregnancy and birth where we almost lost him multiple times, 2 weeks in NICU, and I didn’t get to hold him for a week after birth. I’ve always wanted more kids, but I got pregnant accidentally when he was 4 months and the terror was very real. I lost that baby early  in the pregnancy, but it did bring back memories of the terrible ptsd and ppd I had with my son. Right now I have baby fever again and want more, but some days I think that I can’t handle having another with the possibility that something (or many things) will go wrong again. So solidarity, and I agree with Grid that there is absolutely nothing wrong with having only one child. Many of the people I know are only children and they have full and beautiful lives. 

Post # 21
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Helper bee

I suffered from depression before I had children, but yes. I did suffer PPD after each birth. It was difficult but got through it. 

Post # 23
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Bumble bee
  • Wedding: October 2015

First of all, you do not need to have another kid unless you want to!  But I will share my experience.  I had many of the same feelings and finally went on meds when my son was around a year old, which really helped.  We wrestled a lot with whether to have a second kid and decided to try when my son was 18 months.  I got pregnant right away and Dirty Delete was born a month ago today.  This experience has been sooo much better.  Night and day.  I feel so much more confident about how to care for a baby and it’s just so much easier this time even though I also have a crazy toddler.  I lined up a lot of help this time which is huge.  Also, trying to breastfeed/pump exacerbated my depression and anxiety so I just did it for two weeks then switched to formula.  Also, this sounds dumb but it has been way easier to lose weight this time.  I gained the same amount of weight and was the exact same weight when going to the hospital both times but I’m already down to the same weight now after one month that it took me months and months to get to in my first pregnancy.  So that has been nice too because I already feel like myself again.  Anyway that’s just my experience.  I’m glad I had a second child so far but I would have also been happy to be one and done.  It’s a tough decision.  Good luck!

Post # 24
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Blushing bee
  • Wedding: June 2014

I had a raging case of PPD with my first. She was colicky for 20 weeks, breastfeeding didn’t work (I exclusively pumped for 9 months which was not a great decision for me) and baby had to stay in the hospital for 5 days due to jaundice. Things were so awful, my husband had to take a leave of absence from work for a few months because I was basically non-functional. I felt like I didn’t really bond with her until she was at least 6 months old. The whole situation just sucked.

I always wanted two kids, so we forged ahead with another pregnancy. This time we were much better prepared: we lined up extra help to give me a hand the first three months, including a night nurse a night a week. I had a much milder case of PPD with baby 2, and she was also just a much easier baby. Not a great sleeper, but no colic and she breastfed like a champ. I considered not even trying to breastfeed her after the disaster with baby 1, but I’m glad I gave it a shot. I nursed baby 2 successfully for 14 months and felt much more bonded to her right off the bat.

In short: it is not a given that you’ll have PPD after each birth. You may be like me and have a much easier time! But…even my “easy” baby was a lot of work and mental/emotional stress, and looking after two small children is really, really hard (mine are 27 mo apart). I would not do it unless you are really, really sure you want another baby.

Best wishes to you!

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