- 2 years ago
Sherlock1 : my best friend was miserable on her wedding day. I remember her in the cab over to the ballroomsaying she didn’t want to be doing this today. Wanted to go to the courthouse.
im eloping to Hawaii. No guests. I told him I’m not marrying him if there are any guests. lucky for me no one is in a position to force me to have a wedding or brandish money at is to have something.Fiance doesn’t have money. My parents are dead and his are broke. I’m the only one who could pay for a wedding and I refuse.
i think a lot of weddings can be ridiculous. I get embarrassed being the center of attention and I’m not bridal. I thwarted two shower and batcheloretts planning attempts bc I hate that crap. ny FI’s mom is sad she can’t be there so she’s throwing an engagement party with 60 of my FI’s friends and family who I do not know. I am really afraid people will be mean to me bc of my elopement choice or ask about my parents at which I will burst into tears. welcome to my own personal hell.
I will be thinking of you no doubt about it.