- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
My sister (MOH) and I went shopping for centerpiece ideas yesterday. We came back with someone simple and did a mockup on my dining room table. I really liked it yesterday, it was cost efficient and I even ordered something off etsy to compliment it. But I woke up this morning thinking it was all wrong and not what I first envisioned. Now I’m feeling like it’s not what I want at all, but I can’t figure out what it is I do want.
I also tried on my dress which I’ve had in my house since January. I bought an off the rack dress which my mom, sister and I all loved at the salon. When I tried it on last night, I started panicking. My first thought was “omg I don’t even like it anymore” and then I started nitpicking at the details. I still have to get tulle added underneath to add some poof (I made my sister stick her whole body under my dress so I could see it poofy!!!!), and there is a bit of a gather near the right side of my waist which was suppose to form a flowery looking thing, but it seems to have fallen apart a bit. The neckline is also crooked. I think one side is higher than the other. I know that these things can be fixed, but now I’m thinking…do I even like/want this dress anymore?! I’m 6 months away from the wedding. I know the rational things are to keep looking for centerpiece ideas and stop looking at other gowns and know that with alterations it will be perfect, but agh!!! Has anyone else felt this way? Please tell me I’m not crazy!!!