- 6 years ago
- Wedding: March 2014
I hate this week.
I won’t go too deep into it but I hate the new director of my office. Hate him. He has been getting in the way of my doing my job since the day he came on board. Well the latest thing is he insisted that everyone in the office be “equal” in doing a particular task that takes HOURS AND HOURS to complete, is stressful beyond hell, and is not in my job description. Oh, and I’ll mention here that I do more work than 80% of my colleagues by nature of what I do and they do and the current situation of my office.
So this month is crunch time for me anyway — I’m planning a big event pretty much single handedly that is in 3 weeks on top of my regular duties and then I’m thrown this project that I absolutely hate but trying to do the best job I can with. I stayed in the office until 10 on Tuesday and yesterday (which thankfully I get overtime for) but I’m drained and know its still not over until this weekend. All the while I feel like I’m doing it wrong and I’m going to get yelled at or get in trouble. My boyfriend jokes that I’m a goodie two shoes and that adults don’t get in trouble, but this whole thing is making me incredibly anxious.
I’m dreading the fact that I have to stay late today and even potentially work tomorrow and just seriously don’t think its fair that I’m being made to do this. Half my office is working on similar projects last night and when I walked around last night I knew I was the only one there staying late. Sigh.
Sorry for the rant but I’m just super frustrated and anxious right now.