- 9 years ago
- Wedding: July 2014
So, I have had a pretty good week this week. I hadn’t spoken of engagement or marriage or rings for over a week now. and Yesterday, Mr. Right and I went hiking. We were talking and hugging and kissing, and having a good time. When I began to talk about deciding not to go for my master’s degree, he asked me why. I was honest with him and said “Well, I’m honestly ready to move out of my parents house, and I want to be able to afford to get married instead of having more loans to pay off.” His reply “Well, I may be in law school, so it’d be hard for me to have time for a honeymoon and stuff.”
This bothered me because HE told ME that he’d like to get married in October of 2013… which would be in the beginning of his second year of law school. So it sounded like he wants to push back the timelime waaay more than I thought. It hurt my feelings, but I tried not to let it show.
Then, My friend (not my best friend, but i’d definitely consider her a good friend) invited me to go wedding dress shopping with her. I told her I could not go today, as my mother is sick (That’s true). But I also didn’t want to be around any more wedding or engagement stuff than I had to. Then, my best friend told me that someone else in our circle of friends got engaged yesterday, and its all over facebook.
I dont want to bring it up to my guy, but I am feeling a twinge of resentment. I dont want him to think I’m just after a ring, or that I’m only jealous of other peoples wedding. I just want to be his fiancee! I’m just having a really bad waiting day today, and I needed a shoulder to cry on.