- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
Alright, so as some of you may have noticed (or not :P) I’m not totally social. In fact, I’m very anti-social.
I don’t have any irl friends, don’t know how to take a joke, tell a joke, or anything. I’m often told I either talk to much, am weird, or am totally ignored. I have been alright with this. Life’s been pretty good, I’ve been happy. Til it came time to face the facts that I need to change.
My fiance has been ever supportive and helpful, but this coming wedding, and meeting Many new people has left this little introvert, well, scared. On top of that, I’m job searching, and have realized that to get another job, I need to be.. I guess, more sociable, and relaxed.
I often get worried about what people think, blush, and cry at just about anything, and would love to go hide in my room and not see the world. But I also love my fiance, his family, and want to be a more outgoing person.
This next week is going to be most difficult, as I am meeting other members of my Fiance’s family, and hardly see him at all. On top of, job search, wedding planning, etc.
I was curious if there are any classes, courses, or even books that might help.
I am a christian, I love God, and He has helped me to grow stronger every day. I just feel that now I need to take a stand, and become outgoing, fun-loving, and be happy that I’m me.
Sorry for the rambling. I appreciate any tips or advice. ((Hugs))