(Closed) Is this your year? 2017 waiting bees

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Post # 61
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: May 2018

Ok. Definitely not Valentine’s Day, especially because he came down with the stomach flu and then gave it to me. Not the most romantic week, but in sickness and in health!

Also, I know that the ring wasn’t ready at least last week, because he told me that he had learned that shipping the diamond he was buying from Blue Nile to a jeweler for setting was a whole to-do with postage and insurance. Apparently FedEx only insures up to a certain dollar amount if you don’t have an account and he was very proud that he had figured out all of the logistics for getting the diamond off to be set.

My birthday is in a week and a half, but it’s unclear when the whole above mentioned shipping process happened. Maybe a birthday proposal? Maybe not? But after we went ring shopping I told him that from that point on non-ring gifts in tiny boxes would be mean. 

Post # 62
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Newbee

Hi everyone!

I’m new to this forum and just registered after a few days of lurking. Many posts in the Waiting category really resonate with how I feel, and I’m honestly quite relieved to know that I’m not as crazy as I thought I was…

Over the last two weeks, I’ve become completely tense and anxious about when my SO is going to propose. He is 34, I’m 23 and we’ve been together for one year now. The funny thing is that I never expected to think of a proposal so soon, because most people seem to take much longer, and I didn’t want to have unrealistic expectations. Anyway, we’ve been living together for five months now and already spent weeks on end together before that (LDR). I moved to his country to live with him and stop having to travel back-and-forth every couple months.

Early on, we stumbled upon the topic of marriage in one of our everyday conversations, and we’ve both made clear that we want to spend our lives together and marry each other.

There are many little signs that have really got to me over the last two weeks…

Last year in August, when he came over to visit my previous home, a friend of my mum’s made a comment to my SO about my SO’s ‘mother-in-law’s’ cooking. Later that evening when we were alone, my SO brought up the comment in a light-hearted way and then asked me if there was a location where I wanted to be asked!! I was shocked (with excitement) and said, “Well… Hmm… Maybe not at home…?” He clearly took it in and did tell me not to expect it ‘really soon’, which I guess means something like at least three months.

A bit later in August, while still long-distance, I noticed he was typing something (“(Name) is typing…”) but then didn’t send anything. It was after I wrote something about my sister already being married despite being younger than me. When I questioned him, he was very mysterious and insisted on keeping it from me, but it was clearly related to what I wrote. I got slightly worried, but he reassured me that he was happy to say it (in general) and simply changed his mind about sending the message there and then. At some stage (because I kept being so curious!) he called this the ‘third surprise’ that he was going to tell me someday.

On my birthday in October, he revealed the ‘second surprise’ – a holiday around our one-year anniversary in April where he is going to pay half for me. Together we then decided to travel to a few potential regions abroad for our emigration plan next year. We will definitely explore nature/forest as well, and we are both huge nature lovers, so… (insert romantic sigh).

Unfortunately, there were a few rough patches in November and December. One day his best friend asked us (in person) about our opinion of an engagement ring for his girlfriend (I had no idea his friend had plans), and after I answerred I had a huge cry in the toilet. This led to my SO being stressed out, taking it personally and it actually caused arguments between us, for no true or logical reason. Just all my strong feelings for my SO and my subconsious hopes were touched and it got too much with the pictures being pushed right in my face (not by my SO – his friend showed me). The crying was never because of my SO’s actions or anything, which is what made it so frustrating. After a few days the tension was settled, thankfully.

We had some other bad days, but all stuff we then worked on and learnt from. My SO was actually dealing with hypochondria and it made him very sensitive. I was also really fragile because of some work issues and the transition of emigration. It caused us to be emotional and inflamed when the same things could have been handled in a very calm way. We always ended these events in each other’s arms and expressing our love for each other, though.

In December, I decided to ask him how much time he thinks there should be between a proposal and a wedding. It could be very short or anything for him, so I openly told him that I would like a one-year engagement if he’s okay with that – and he was fine. Not only do I want to fully enjoy the engagement phase, I also want family abroad to have enough time to plan their visit.

Early in January, a few days after coming back from a family visit to see my parents and some other relatives, he had a schmirk on his face and said that he was ‘thinking about something, but we weren’t supposed to talk about it’, with a very teasing tone. Of course this sent my curiosity through the roof! What irks me is that I’ve forgotten how we actually arrived at him saying that… I just can’t remember!

Only a week later, we had a little bit of a clash about me being insecure, needing reassurance about marriage, but I explained to him that it was linked to my past. It ended with him saying, “Of course I want to marry you. You really don’t need to worry about that as soon as something like this happens. That is not going to change anything. Do you want me to propose right here and now then?!” We both had to laugh about that last bit (and I refused, lol!).

Further in January, I got preoccupied with preventing any kind of negativity between us, to the point where it actuality caused misunderstandings to escalate while they started out as nothing major. We were both to blame, but I certainly shouldn’t have used so much emotion (as soon as I got anxious about ruining something) – my SO gets affected by stress very easily, and that leads to a dog chasing its own tail.

We had a couple more silly blow-ups in January, and the stress it created for him in those moments made me super anxious that the proposal was going to be delayed – even though he had reassured me before! I always thought, “But what if this is going to be the final straw where his mind does break?!” And I couldn’t help but drop an anxious question whether this was going to ‘reset the clock’. I know, it’s like digging your own grave… My own proposal anxiety was actually working against what I wanted. The last time we had an escalation, I knew I had gone too far and hated myself so much for bringing it up again. He said he couldn’t do with the question and this marriage insecurity anymore, and that this way, things were going to be delayed. It was creating too much pressure for him. I completely agreed with him and promised to myself to completely shut my mouth about anything related to marriage and proposals. He knows I’m also sick of bringing it up while I don’t really want to.

I don’t want us to sound like an instable couple though, because we have lots of affectionate, loving and happy moments.

So far in February, we’ve had our individual vulnerable moments (let’s say that life is just not always that easy…) but everything else feels so much better. We don’t have this marriage tension anymore. I’ve just completely let go of it. But because our holidays are (slowly) approaching AND I keep everything about proposing inside, it’s like my thoughts are now on steroids!

Last week, one evening he suddenly asked me, “You don’t really wear jewellery other than earrings, do you? What about necklaces, bracelets and rings?” He’s right – I don’t. And this question is so not him! Why would he just ask that if it’s not for a purpose…?! I know it’s about jewellery in general, but he’s not the kind of guy to be obvious.

To make it worse, the next day we were relaxing on the sofa, and when he held my hand, he suddenly started touching and observing all my fingers very carefully, one by one. It really looked like it was more than just affection or playing. Again, I know it’s ALL fingers and not just my ring finger, but he doesn’t normally do this, and he just looked so observant! It was also my right hand, but when we’re on the sofa he’s literally always sitting right of me. I can’t help but think, “Was he trying to gauge my finger size?!”

On one hand I’m super excited, on the other hand I’m so anxious that I’m expecting something that won’t come when I think it’s coming… I’m more on the anxiety side actually, because I think the disappointment would be really difficult for me (not disappointed in him, though). To me, it’s just so crystal clear that this holiday is going to be the PERFECT special moment for him to do it – it’s impossible that he doesn’t at least consider it! And why would he not do it…? There is no real reason for him not to. Over the last few weeks, he tells me so much how much he loves me, that I’m very precious to him and that he’s very grateful to have me in his life. I’ve got a feeling he really does want to propose to me; he’s just waiting for that special moment to do it. And nothing would be better than the holiday that we’ve booked… You could argue that he may simply propose somewhere else that’s not at home, but we don’t really go out and there aren’t really any appropriate places around us either. He’s also not the kind of person to book a surprise weekend short in advance.

I’m so tired of all the what-ifs in my head. We’ve literally not discussed anything about rings or ring size – is that a bad sign or is he just going to surprise me? What if he’s not planning to propose during this holiday at all – is this just a fantasy in my head? What if his mate proposes during March, which is likely – would it stop him from proposing to me a month later? What if he still feels too much stress or pressure from me and he doesn’t feel a proposal is right now? What if he’s saving for an expensive ring and didn’t get my hint that I’m not after anything that costs him a lot? Etc… Etc… Of couse, he may propose without the ring, but I actually hope not.

If he doesn’t propose during this holiday in April, I’m not sure I can keep everything inside me until summer (another holiday but no concrete plans). What I do know though is that it’s highly likely he will propose this year. Next year we’re going to move and we agreed to start our family straightaway after, and he absolutely wants to be married before having children. Add to that my one-year engagement suggestion… I’m holding my breath. I don’t want to ruin something that’s probably so close, but I’m extremely bad when it comes to mustering patience. It just takes so much energy that I can never hold on for very long.

So, if it’s not April, I will just have to carefully tell him that while I’m not desperate about marrying, he has pushed me over the edge with all his secretive hints, and that I need to know a bit more to keep false hope at bay. I think that’s what has really set it off – every time he dropped another hint, my passion and desire just start to swell. Of course I like it when he teases me, but there’s only so much I can bear before it’s eating me up…

Wow, this is SUPER LONG, but I’m going to post it anyway.

Thank you so much for reading, and I hope everyone here will be rewarded in 2017!! 🙂

Post # 63
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Blushing bee

Looks like there will be a little bit of a delay as we went to the stores to finalise the specks I want for the stone before he travels to order it from a place that makes sense to us. Unfortunately I got ill for a couple of weeks and he stayed by my side looking after me. Hopefully it’s smooth sailing from here as there were one too many curveballs during the past few months.

Post # 63
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Newbee

Hi everyone!

I’m new to this forum and just registered after a few days of lurking. Many posts in the Waiting category really resonate with how I feel, and I’m honestly quite relieved to know that I’m not as crazy as I thought I was…

Over the last two weeks, I’ve become completely tense and anxious about when my SO is going to propose. He is 34, I’m 23 and we’ve been together for one year now. The funny thing is that I never expected to think of a proposal so soon, because most people seem to take much longer, and I didn’t want to have unrealistic expectations. Anyway, we’ve been living together for five months now and already spent weeks on end together before that (LDR). I moved to his country to live with him and stop having to travel back-and-forth every couple months.

Early on, we stumbled upon the topic of marriage in one of our everyday conversations, and we’ve both made clear that we want to spend our lives together and marry each other.

There are many little signs that have really got to me over the last two weeks…

Last year in August, when he came over to visit my previous home, a friend of my mum’s made a comment to my SO about my SO’s ‘mother-in-law’s’ cooking. Later that evening when we were alone, my SO brought up the comment in a light-hearted way and then asked me if there was a location where I wanted to be asked!! I was shocked (with excitement) and said, “Well… Hmm… Maybe not at home…?” He clearly took it in and did tell me not to expect it ‘really soon’, which I guess means something like at least three months.

A bit later in August, while still long-distance, I noticed he was typing something (“(Name) is typing…”) but then didn’t send anything. It was after I wrote something about my sister already being married despite being younger than me. When I questioned him, he was very mysterious and insisted on keeping it from me, but it was clearly related to what I wrote. I got slightly worried, but he reassured me that he was happy to say it (in general) and simply changed his mind about sending the message there and then. At some stage (because I kept being so curious!) he called this the ‘third surprise’ that he was going to tell me someday.

On my birthday in October, he revealed the ‘second surprise’ – a holiday around our one-year anniversary in April where he is going to pay half for me. Together we then decided to travel to a few potential regions abroad for our emigration plan next year. We will definitely explore nature/forest as well, and we are both huge nature lovers, so… (insert romantic sigh).

Unfortunately, there were a few rough patches in November and December. One day his best friend asked us (in person) about our opinion of an engagement ring for his girlfriend (I had no idea his friend had plans), and after I answerred I had a huge cry in the toilet. This led to my SO being stressed out, taking it personally and it actually caused arguments between us, for no true or logical reason. Just all my strong feelings for my SO and my subconsious hopes were touched and it got too much with the pictures being pushed right in my face (not by my SO – his friend showed me). The crying was never because of my SO’s actions or anything, which is what made it so frustrating. After a few days the tension was settled, thankfully.

We had some other bad days, but all stuff we then worked on and learnt from. My SO was actually dealing with hypochondria and it made him very sensitive. I was also really fragile because of some work issues and the transition of emigration. It caused us to be emotional and inflamed when the same things could have been handled in a very calm way. We always ended these events in each other’s arms and expressing our love for each other, though.

Post # 64
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Newbee

In December, I decided to ask him how much time he thinks there should be between a proposal and a wedding. It could be very short or anything for him, so I openly told him that I would like a one-year engagement if he’s okay with that – and he was fine. Not only do I want to fully enjoy the engagement phase, I also want family abroad to have enough time to plan their visit.

Early in January, a few days after coming back from a family visit to see my parents and some other relatives, he had a schmirk on his face and said that he was ‘thinking about something, but we weren’t supposed to talk about it’, with a very teasing tone. Of course this sent my curiosity through the roof! What irks me is that I’ve forgotten how we actually arrived at him saying that… I just can’t remember!

Only a week later, we had a little bit of a clash about me being insecure, needing reassurance about marriage, but I explained to him that it was linked to my past. It ended with him saying, “Of course I want to marry you. You really don’t need to worry about that as soon as something like this happens. That is not going to change anything. Do you want me to propose right here and now then?!” We both had to laugh about that last bit (and I refused, lol!).

Further in January, I got preoccupied with preventing any kind of negativity between us, to the point where it actuality caused misunderstandings to escalate while they started out as nothing major. We were both to blame, but I certainly shouldn’t have used so much emotion (as soon as I got anxious about ruining something) – my SO gets affected by stress very easily, and that leads to a dog chasing its own tail.

We had a couple more silly blow-ups in January, and the stress it created for him in those moments made me super anxious that the proposal was going to be delayed – even though he had reassured me before! I always thought, “But what if this is going to be the final straw where his mind does break?!” And I couldn’t help but drop an anxious question whether this was going to ‘reset the clock’. I know, it’s like digging your own grave… My own proposal anxiety was actually working against what I wanted. The last time we had an escalation, I knew I had gone too far and hated myself so much for bringing it up again. He said he couldn’t do with the question and this marriage insecurity anymore, and that this way, things were going to be delayed. It was creating too much pressure for him. I completely agreed with him and promised to myself to completely shut my mouth about anything related to marriage and proposals. He knows I’m also sick of bringing it up while I don’t really want to.

I don’t want us to sound like an instable couple though, because we have lots of affectionate, loving and happy moments.

So far in February, we’ve had our individual vulnerable moments (let’s say that life is just not always that easy…) but everything else feels so much better. We don’t have this marriage tension anymore. I’ve just completely let go of it. But because our holidays are (slowly) approaching AND I keep everything about proposing inside, it’s like my thoughts are now on steroids!

Last week, one evening he suddenly asked me, “You don’t really wear jewellery other than earrings, do you? What about necklaces, bracelets and rings?” He’s right – I don’t. And this question is so not him! Why would he just ask that if it’s not for a purpose…?! I know it’s about jewellery in general, but he’s not the kind of guy to be obvious.

To make it worse, the next day we were relaxing on the sofa, and when he held my hand, he suddenly started touching and observing all my fingers very carefully, one by one. It really looked like it was more than just affection or playing. Again, I know it’s ALL fingers and not just my ring finger, but he doesn’t normally do this, and he just looked so observant! It was also my right hand, but when we’re on the sofa he’s literally always sitting right of me. I can’t help but think, “Was he trying to gauge my finger size?!”

Post # 65
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Newbee

On one hand I’m super excited, on the other hand I’m so anxious that I’m expecting something that won’t come when I think it’s coming… I’m more on the anxiety side actually, because I think the disappointment would be really difficult for me (not disappointed in him, though). To me, it’s just so crystal clear that this holiday is going to be the PERFECT special moment for him to do it – it’s impossible that he doesn’t at least consider it! And why would he not do it…? There is no real reason for him not to. Over the last few weeks, he tells me so much how much he loves me, that I’m very precious to him and that he’s very grateful to have me in his life. I’ve got a feeling he really does want to propose to me; he’s just waiting for that special moment to do it. And nothing would be better than the holiday that we’ve booked…

I’m so tired of all the what-ifs in my head. We’ve literally not discussed anything about rings or ring size – is that a bad sign or is he just going to surprise me? What if he’s not planning to propose during this holiday at all – is this just a fantasy in my head? What if his mate proposes during March, which is likely – would it stop him from proposing to me a month later? What if he still feels too much stress or pressure from me and he doesn’t feel a proposal is right now? What if he’s saving for an expensive ring and didn’t get my hint that I’m not after anything that costs him a lot? Etc… Etc… Of couse, he may propose without the ring, but I actually hope not.

If he doesn’t propose during this holiday in April, I’m not sure I can keep everything inside me until summer (another holiday but no concrete plans). What I do know though is that it’s highly likely he will propose this year. Next year we’re going to move and we agreed to start our family straightaway after, and he absolutely wants to be married before having children. Add to that my one-year engagement… I’m holding my breath. I don’t want to ruin something that’s probably so close, but I’m extremely bad when it comes to mustering patience. It just takes so much energy that I can never hold on for very long.

So, if it’s not April, I will just have to carefully tell him that while I’m not desperate about marrying, he has pushed me over the edge with all his secretive hints, and that I need to know a bit more to keep false hope at bay. I think that’s what has really set it off – every time he dropped another hint, my passion and desire just start to swell. Of course I like it when he teases me, but there’s only so much I can bear before it’s eating me up…

Wow, this is SUPER LONG, but I’m going to post it anyway.

Thank you so much for reading, and I hope everyone here will be rewarded in 2017!! 🙂

Post # 67
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Newbee

becks90: yes, restless is definitely apt. I feel a little embarrassed seeing how much space my rambling takes up, lol. We’ve been ‘dating’ for almost a year, but already had very intense contact in the three months prior to that. We never really called it dating though, given that we spent consecutive days and nights together every time we were together. But that could simply be a US language difference.

I think my timeline for a proposal is the entire 2017, but with all the comments he has made it’s getting increasingly difficult. I think the holiday is going to be a crucial point, and that after that I will have to openly communicate that my expectations are now too heightened to be left in the dark. It would take a lot of pressure off me if I knew that he had a concrete plan for this year. We’re really playing a game now, and part of me doesn’t want to ‘give up’. At least not before April.

Post # 68
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Bumble bee
  • Wedding: September 2011

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becks90 :  This is what I got from her posts.

They’ve been dating for one year now.

Living together for 5 months, which I guess means they moved in together at 7 months of dating, seems like they were dating long distance until they moved in together.

And if she freaked out in Nov that would have been at around 9 months of dating and 2 months after they moved in together/weren’t long distance anymore.

Post # 69
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Bumble bee
  • Wedding: September 2011

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heartling :  I know this is unsolicited, but I think it is unreasonable to expect a proposal or freak out over one as much as you have up until now. Take time to get to know each other. It seems like your immigration status is a concern, but I fear that not taking the time to properly get to know one another would be a big mistake to make. Just my two cents. You’re more than entitled to do what you want though.

Gonna butt out of this thread now because I’m not a waiting bee. I’m not trying to insult anyone, just giving a different perspective. Everyone’s relationship is different and they don’t always adhere to generalities, but in general it is important to get to know someone really well before committing your life to them.

Post # 71
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Newbee

Yes, it’s unreasonable. From a rational point of view I totally get that I’m considering this too early. It really hasn’t been that long. And I would absolutely never blame him for taking longer, because this is something I have to deal with, not him.

But sorry, I just have to state that we do know each other extremely well! He knows my whole life story, and I know his’. I can completely predict him as a person, if that makes sense. We just know exactly what we would say in different scenarios, and we know in detail what we do and don’t like, whether it’s food, film, holiday, social situations, society, political opinions – from the mundane to the philosophical. We’ve been living together for half a year and spend tons of time together. When you’ve travelled to different places abroad, cleaned together, cooked together, shopped together, eaten so many meals together, watched so many series together, know what it’s like to see the other in stress AND in happiness, had meals outside, taken care of each other whilst ill, organised family dinners together, been to the hospital together, done things outside with the other’s friends, had uncountable philosophical discussions about life, know what their sleeping behaviour is, calmed their occasional night terrors, made furniture decisions together, know their humour in depth, laugh and joke about each other’s farts, know all their little hopes and fears, then I think it’s safe to say you know each other pretty darn well.

Sorry if this comes across as heated. It’s not meant in a bad way. I’m just not good at being misunderstood. And I also didn’t get the immigrant status concern? We have absolutely no issue with that. In a year-and-a-half, we will both be immigrants!

Post # 73
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927 posts
Busy bee

I’m waiting patiently for now, but it’s about to get less patient! I’ve been with him for 5 years and we have lived together for 4. He said he wanted to wait until I graduated until we got engaged, which I was on board with. Then life got complicated and I had to take a few semesters off to pay for college, so I’m wayyyyy overdue on graduating and I feel like such an old lady compared to everyone else at school anyway.

I graduate the last week of April and then we are moving across the country to start new jobs during the third week of May. I really want to start the new job engaged. I know it’s silly, but I just am so sick of explaining to people that he’s my boyfriend, but way more significant in my life than other relationships that still qualify for the term “boyfriend”.

He tried to be all sneaky and secretly get my best friend to take me ring shopping “for fun” in December, but I kept refusing because I didn’t want to go behind his back. He finally blurted out that I just need to go with her because he’s trying to propose, so we’ve been trying to decide on rings together for a while. Now I’ve decided, but we’ve got tons of expenses coming up with this relocation and him unexpectedly having to buy a new car. He wants the proposal to be a surprise even though the ring won’t be. I just hope he’s able to get the funds together and propose like the second I graduate, lol.

Post # 74
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Newbee

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becks90 :  You’re right – there’s definitely still a lot to learn. I’m sure that when I look back in 6 months or so, there will be even more things that we’ve discovered about each other, like you described. It would be silly to deny that. Right now I’m def too caught up in adrenaline, which unfortunately happens a bit easily for me. Neurotic/excitable tendency… I’m trying to distract myself as much as possible, focus on new things and projects, so that I’m focussed and excited about that instead of constantly repeating my hopes and what-ifs about a proposal.

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