- 8 years ago
Well hi. I’m new to this site but have been lurking for a little while. So heres my story.
I say it’s certain because we already have the date of our wedding picked and the place booked! It’s not “official” because he hasn’t proposed yet (as in getting down on one knee with a ring). I believe the term his mom used is “backasswards” lol
Anyway, I think he’s going to do it sunday at a gathering he and a few friends have planned at a local park. They tend to do this a few times of the year. Basically a big group of all friends and family get toether, dance, talk, eat, and play games/sports. Last time I went was when it became “official” were were dating.
I have a deep gut feeling about it because he has stressed so much about my coming and my family coming too. I told him I had gone to the doctor for asthma symtoms monday and he really wanted to make sure I was ok to come. He kinda played it off that it was because he hasn’t seen me in a week and he misses me. (we live 45min away from eachother)A little over a month ago he brought me to the jewlers to pick out a style ring I like and wrote it all down. He also has been acting a little more on the nervous side when we talk, and is mentioning things that would be “socially acceptable” once were engaged. Not to mention he has something on his phones reminders locked down that he will not let me see. Last sunday when he was over here he went to check something on his phone and I looked over like normal and he pulled away, I try’d to get a look from another angle but he kept dancing with it and said “not just yet, I have secrete stuff you can’t see quite yet” among other things.
Hes great with keeping secretes and suprising me. But I’m also a great detective and once I think I’ve found something I really want to find out everything I can!
I know theres a chance it won’t be sunday, but I’m quite certain of it! I’m not worried that I won’t be suprised or shocked, but I’m worried how I will react. If I’m right then it will be in front of alot of people! Granted I’ve known them all for a while, but I’m really nervous! I’m not a big fan of PDAs but he is. And I do feel weird about kissing him in front of his mom. (relationship a work in progress. Shes super nice, but doesn’t talk to much so I never know what she really thinks) I’m not all that comfortable being the center of attention in front of a crowd of people I know personally. The more I think about it, the more my head spins. I’m super excited, but scared and nervous at the same time! Which I find weird because I’ve considered us engaged in my head ever since he picked a date! He doesn’t though because he hasn’t formally asked. All backasswards, huh?…
I want to see if I can pick up on anymore hints tomorrow when he wants to play online together. (we’re play alot of videogames online together)
Edit: Forgot to add my question. Has anyone else been in a simular/remotly simular situation? And do you think all my worrying about it will ruin the proposal a little bit for me?