- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2014
This week is going to drive me insane. I started classes yesterday, my birthday is today, SO has a second interview for a job he really wants tomorrow (please wish him luck bees), and our 2 year anniversary is exactly a week from today. There is a ton of stuff going on and it only makes me want babble about getting married more than usual. And I’ve been really good about not bringing it up. If SO brings up us getting married I make a few comments and drop it but I hardly ever bring it up on my own. But I had a breakdown two weeks ago right after a family camping trip about how SO was the only one who attended that wasn’t family. So I can’t justify another breakdown just yet. (Ideally I’d like to keep the frequency to once every 4 to 6 months)But I still want to explode!
And I know I’m not getting a proposal for any of these occasions because SO needs to get a stable job first (which will hopefully happen Wednesday). But even if he gets the job there are other things that the extra income goes to first. All totally reasonable things that benefit both of us and my practical side approves of. I’m a practical person. And I’d be happy with anything ring shaped. SO on the other hand has made up his mind to get a “very nice ring” for me. Whatever that means other than “I’m saving but you don’t get to know how much or how long it is going to take me.” All I know is he sold an old engagement ring and plans to spend double that amount on a ring for me. Again not too specific.
I just need to keep my spirits up and keep quiet but it’s killing me. I mean I know its not happening so I wouldn’t ruin anything but its just not fair to put this on SO right now. Grrr… Why is this like the only thing we can’t vent to our SOs about?!