- 5 years ago
- Wedding: November 1999
I am one week from walking down the aisle and four days from leaving for our destination. At this time, I am feeling entirely worn out. I have resisted these feelings for a long long time bec I know a recent bride who griped and complained to everyone within 5 feet of her about how she wasn’t a wedding person, hated having a wedding, nobody liked her anyway, and she couldn’t wait for ‘this shit’ to be over. All this she also said to the ppl who paid for it for her no less. Anyway, my point is that I never wanted to feel that way and I certainly would never say it to my loved ones or guests, so here I am on the bee….just venting some.
I can’t deny I am ready for it to be over. Its been completely stressful and so much money and effort was wasted on tiny things here and there… on purchases I ended up not using or couldn’t get my money back on. wasted postage, and paper goods. Effort on getting kids meals that i thought would be half price lined out when we ended up having to pay a minimum food charge so we ended up paying full steak price for chicken nuggets. ppl ignoring our invites that were supposed to be ppl who cared about us…that’s just A COUPLE of examples. But stuff like that. I feel like I didn’t like my vendors at all though i read tons or raving reviews. I feel like they witheld or failed to provide pertinent information from me that I could have used to make better decisions, my planner included. but I feel bad to leave bad reviews even tho I want to. I feel like its going to look like the ugliest ceremony and reception. I just want to stop thinking about it, worrying about it, making decisions I can never be sure about, everything being juuuust a little bit more expensive than I expected, answering ppl questions, and feeling hurt over how friends have treated me. and on and on and on. I’m just….DONE emotionally.
Did u or do u feel this way? What r ur frustrations?