- 7 years ago
- Wedding: May 2013
SO and I are leaving tonight for the holiday surprise trip he planned. A little background on us, we’re both 24 and have been dating for nearly 5 years. I am almost positive he’s purchased the ring (he’s terrible at keeping secrets) and he went to great lengths to keep this trip a secret from me for 6 months!
So as I was about to walk out the door to go to the nail salon for a manicure, it really hit me: HE MIGHT PROPOSE ON THIS TRIP and to my surprise, I got extremely nervous!
Don’t get me wrong, a huge part of me is excited that we’ll finally be engaged but there’s a little part of me that’s irrationally nervous about getting proposed to. I know there’s a chance it won’t even happen so I’m trying not to get my hopes up but whenever I think of the impending proposal, I feel anxious and queezy–I know that this is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with, it’s never ever been a question, so that’s why I’m so confused by these feelings.
Why am I nervous all of a sudden? I need some encouragement from my bees–have you ever experienced these nerves?