- 6 years ago
- Wedding: November 2012
I’m at a loss for words right now so if I repeat or don’t make sense I apologize in advance.
Heres the backstory…I had asked 5 girls to be in my wedding one of whom recently dropped out due to financial circumstances. (another long story). For the last 6 months or more I have felt like my group of girls that I use to hang out with a few times a week was starting to distance themselves from me. I was hurt but never said much just put it off as me being so busy with a full time job part time job and going to school oh and planning a wedding. So months go by and I finally voice my opinion and ask why everyone has pushed me away and they all said it was in my head blah blah blah then it got to the point I was never invited out their response was they just don’t really know me anymore.. Seriously because I was busy for a few month? What? So I continue to try so hard to get back into the swing of things with the girls then this past weekend happens. Another one of my BMs who has supposedly been my best friend and I got into a major fight almost to the point it became physical. We were at a friends party at a club and she was going around saying awful things about me. I walked in the bathroom and overheard her telling someone I was doing drugs! Excuse me??? Eh then because I am thbe bigger person she was so drunk at the end of the night my Fiance and I took her hom because she could barely walk. Next day she calls historically crying wanting to kill herself and I’m there for her again, finally days later another friend decides to tell me everything she has been saying not just that night but for MONTHS!!! The reason no one wanted to hang around me was because of her, shE was telling everyone such awful things it breaks my heart to even think about. She also told everyone i was mentally unstable and tried to control her? Now that I know all of this I don’t know what to do. She has no idea that I know that everyone has told me and she’s not speaking to any of these people because of other things that she lied about to basically everyone in her life.
This girl is suppose to be one of my best friends and is suppose to be apart of my wedding and now I don’t know what to say or do. I feel so empty inside and confused. I love this girl like my sister but how do I confront her and even if she apologizes is it enough? Sorry for the rant just really need to get this off my chest.