- 3 years ago
I went on anon because I don’t want to share more personal info on my regular account.
Anyway, DH and I recently started talking about TTC. We’re 25 and 29. I’ve been using an app for my cycle but I also bought OPKs because I keep not noticing when I ovulate…
I have a very low libido, and in the middle of my cycle (when the app says I might be ovulaitng), it seems to be EVEN LOWER, which makes me wonder if there’s something wrong with me considering it’s supposed to increase.
My OPKs at the mo are slightly lighter than the control line, which makes me think that either I missed my window (I’m on CD20) or I’m about to start ovulating. We’ll see next month.
I’ve always had a low libido, although I do get turned on on my own if I think of more crazy scenarios in my head. Sometimes I can only get off if I think of those things, and I can’t connect to DH at all. I never thought of it, because again I’ve never felt attracted to anyone in a sexual way, and I do find him attractive which never happened with anyone before. Now this is giving me a heartache because I’m worried I am not attracted enough and I should want to want sex with him.
Also, I’m really worried this might interfere with us on our TC journey for some reason, especially if I don’t get off while BD.
I know this post is a bit all over the place, so sorry for the confusion. I was wondering if anyone is in my situation and how they dealt with it.
Thanks a lot 🙂