- 5 days ago
After 8years of a livinghell marriage, I feel like I can’t breath and I need to get out of this house!!!!
We have always had problems in our relationship because of his lack of affection and his way of prioritizing other things and not me
He seems to not be able to stop flirting with other girls on social media, and to top it off in the past year he has develop a video gaming addiction to a goddess level.
He doesnt spend time with me and our daughter, all his free time he spends it locked in a room playing online games with his friends and screaming and swearing like a maniac.
He literally doesnt see whats going on in the real world out there because he is living this “fake world” 24/7
I feel like he must be bipolar because all weekend long we were just fine and yesterday he turned into the devil himself!
Yesterday he got very pist because I keeped pressuring him to fill out some very important papers for him…. trying to help him solve a massive problem he got himself into(as usual)…..he started calling me all kinds of dirty names, and telling me how much I bother a and that hes sick and tired of me etc…
I just cant deal with his mood changes and his way of treating me anymore. But I cant afford to move out because all the apartments out there are so expensive!
He made me feel so bad last night that I havent even been able to sleep, after everything I have done and sacrifice for him and this is what I get!
I tried to look into moving to a hotel for a few month until I find an apartment….But they are charging me atleast $3000 a month….found a room through airbnb for $2500 a month….I would really get myself into some deep debts if I dont find an apartment soon.
But I dont have any relatives or friends that I can move in with….I have already tried staying here until I can find something affordable and its just never happening, I just end up going back to the never ending circle of “we are fine for a few days, then we argue…..and then we are fine again….Ifeel like Im going crazy in this house!
What would you do in my situation?