- 4 years ago
So my over all energy levels are non existing lately. I was supposed to start treatment after my biopsy a week ago, but it was cancelled the morning of due to one of my medications being a risk for complications. So I have to go back after a week off the medication. I have no ambition to do anything. I can’t get out of bed to even shower. I’m becoming more depressed and just really needed to vent. So thank you for listening & sorry for taking time of yours away. I don’t have anyone to vent to at home, because my fiancee bust his ass 18hrs a day to support me & my son so I can stay home until I’m well again & I dint want to add stress to him. I can’t go to my mother because she’s toxic & makes everything into a pity party for herself. So I keep it to myself, but today I needed a outlet. It’s emotionally draining & I’m scared! If treatments don’t work I could die & let’s face it that’s scary for anyone at any age! So I just want to say please take time to see how blessed you truly are & remember no one’s promised tomorrow!