- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2013
Hi Bees 🙂
Another Friday night I made dinner and he was supposed to be home from the hospital two hours ago, and must still be in surgery because I haven’t heard from him… its ok, I’m pretty used to it and I’m not upset. I feel a bit lonely though, and selfish. For the most part I’m pretty independent, and I know it isn’t going to be like this forever, he’s just building up his practice (at least that’s what I tell myself). I’ve been studying all day and I want to do something more than sit around and wait!
Someone gave me advice once to expect nothing – then every bit of time with him special. But seriously, how do you manage your man being busy all the time? It’s not like he’s out with the guys drinking or anything, its totally honorable. I just get tired of going to bed alone.
It worries me that when we have a family I’m going to be a single parent almost. His family is great so I know they’ll help out as much as they can but they aren’t HIM.
Anyone else out there deal with this?