- 6 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013
I am so miserable!
I had a sinus infection in March. Literally a month later I got a terrible flu and cough. Last weekend, I got sick AGAIN and finally decided to see an allergist for a preliminary visit.
He gave me all sorts of drugs including steroids, nasal spray, and an inhaler. Ugh. So frustrated and overwhelmed. I never, EVER have to take drugs or meds! Blah! And now I have to go back in 2 weeks for scary allergy testing so we can figure out a treatment plan.
So for the past 3 months while feeling all miserable, exhausted, and disgusting, my period decides to come 4 days late with massive cramps worse than usual. I know this is all due to stress — being sick, hating my job, wedding planning, house planning, money planning, sister going to NYU, etc, etc, etc.
So now I am sitting at home on what COULD be a gorgeous Sunday, wasting time being miserable.
My head is so congested I can barely see straight. The skin around my nose is all peely and gross and I’m breaking out from my period and blowing my nose so much. I’m sore all over from lying in bed and period cramps. My eyebrows need waxed.
I might feel up to taking a drive but it is really sunny out and my eyes are so itchy and dry I can’t put my contacts in and my eyes are so sensitive to the sun and I don’t have rx sunglasses so I basically CAN’T drive.
It’s going to get about 85 for the first time all year but I am stuck living with my parents who REFUSE to ever turn the AC on so I’m SWEATING to DEATH. And I can’t even take a shower because my dad is painting the bathroom!!!!
And to top it all off I am on call this weekend for work. Like I’m really in the mood to listen to people complain about their AC not working or a slow drip on a faucet they never use!!!
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT. So sososososososo miserable and totally whiney.
I actually can’t wait to get tested for allergies and start treatment so I can get back to actually LIVING!
Sorry. Had to vent. Feeling disgusting.