- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
My FH and I are about 6 weeks away from our wedding. I am older than he is and have had a serious case of baby fever since before we were engaged. Luckily he is supportive and level headed without making me feel bad or silly about it. This past week I have been feeling ‘off’, with nausea, sore boobs and dizziness. Long story short I am 99% sure I am NOT pregnant and totally ok with it, but it did bring up the possibility of a baby as a topic for conversation.
Anyway, I while ago we decided before the year was out we would have a talk to decide when we might be ready to start TTC. I was hoping to start in December. Well, we had a conversation that while a surprise pregnancy would be less than ideal timing we would be happy and would take the pressure off TTC. My FH revealled he would really like to have a baby born early in the year. He understands that you don’t really get to pick and you are blessed with any pregnancy no matter the due date.
Anyway, The reason for the long, rambling message is I don’t know how I will get through 9 more months of waiting! I am 32 and I am willing to wait if it means we are both happy about the decision to TTC. I just don’t know what I will do to remain sane during those long months! PLease tell me if I am the only one.