Post # 1
I can’t keep pushing this down any deeper,
why do I keep trying if I can’t keep him?
Every move I make is just another mistake,
I wonder what it would take because it feels like there’s
a hole inside my body, like there’s a hole inside my heart,
Its like this feeling is going to consume me
if I keep waiting for this thing to start.
Its like I’m all gummed up inside.
^From Adventure Time, its silly but sooo how I’m feeling today.
Recap: Went to his parents 30th anniversary last night and it was lovely. It also made me wish he would get this ball rolling because he only has 3 weeks exactly before I let all the crazy out on him.
Much love and patience to all my fellow ladies in waiting!
Post # 3
@Miss T-Rex: I like it! lol I’m kinda feelin like I want to cry/scream. LOL.
I need you to explain..3 weeks? did you give him a deadline? ( If so Im jealous because I don’t have the ‘balls’ to do it lol)
Post # 4
- Wedding: September 2014 - Manhattan Church Rec Center
@FutureMrs.browneyes: You do too have big balls! they are so big you have to wear them on your chest!
@Miss T-Rex: Did any of his family ask HIM about his plans for you? Cause I am now directing all marrage inquries to my SO.
Post # 5
@Sapphire-Dreamer: Hahaha!! Thanks I needed that laugh!
Post # 6
@Sapphire-Dreamer: I might have to steal that! I love it!
@Miss T-Rex: Ooh, three weeks! I don’t have anything to say but good luck! We’re here for you!
Post # 7
You know I never really watched Adventure Time. I’ve only seen one episode that was the gender bender one. Thanks to this though I might start watching it more.
Post # 8
@FutureMrs.browneyes: Ahaha! Well, I don’t ever get really angry, I just get sad. 🙁
About a year ago after listening to one of his friends complain about not being engaged yet because he bought a mac instead after waiting 6 years, I told him that he had 2.5 years (originally I wanted it to be 2 years but due to his personality type I gave him some more months). If he forgot than its totally HIS bad because I told him and he should have remembered that.
So August 1st I’m unleashing the waiting crazy frustrated bee on him.
@Sapphire-Dreamer: Ahaha! I like that!
But no, no one asked which is surprising due to that we were the only non married people there. I think everyone is just tired of asking because I don’t know and he never tells them anything!
@discodance: I’m not holding my breath, he hears 2-3 out of the 5 words I say but I love him. 🙂
@Batsygirl: I love that show, its so random and rediculous its just what I need after a long day at work. 🙂
Post # 9
@Miss T-Rex: That’s awesome. I hope he remembered for his sake(haha!)! and unleash away! My SO calls me a wanna be bridezilla when I have my moments ..keep in mind this is wayyyy way way after I cried and bitched and complained..then he can make jokes haha
Post # 10
I know how you feel. SO has assured me it will happen within the next six months but I’m so ready to get our lives started and I’m trying to keep cool about it until then. Even to the point that I was seriously thinking today we will need to have a short engagement (like 6 months – depending on when he proposes – which I don’t think will happen for a few more months) because I want to be engaged by next spring/summer and I don’t want to add much more to this waiting than we are already.
I can totally relate to feeling gummed up too, I actually looked at dresses online today which I haven’t really done and started narrowing down some styles as well as pricing I like because because I felt like I had to let some of my ‘wanting to get engaged” pressure release a little bit and I actually feel a little bit better.
Post # 11
Just logged onto my facebook the first time today. 3 people got engaged over the weekend and 2 people posted pictures from their recent weddings/honeymoons. I felt rather gummed up inside. I mean, Im happy for them, but if Facebook had a face…Id punch it right now 😛
Instead, I posted the viedo of Tom Petty’s “Waiting is the Hardest Part” on my facebook 😛