- 9 years ago
Hi guys!! Im writing this post with tears in my eyes because im so heartbroken. I would just like some words of encouragement and to know that im not the only one in the world that’s been hurt like this and the hurt wont last forever. Basically, around about a month ago, my boyfriend of 1 year left me for another woman. He didn’t tell me the truth but he started spending all his time with her, while i was left confused and hurt. Then i ran into them at a man and he acted like i was a a stranger, even tho a few days prior he was telling me how much he miss me nd love me. To top it off , te girl was someone i worked with and she knew he was my boyfriend. But i guess she wanted to take him from me. It worked. A week ago he sent me along message claiming that im the love of his life, he’s sorry for everything, and im the best thing to ever happen to him, and he wanna make it work cuz he can’t live without me. Right after that i found out that the girl is pregnant by him. He told me he’s Not happy at all with her and wasgonna make her get an abortion because he done want her or the baby and disrespect her in so mand he wants to stay any ways. He said he would do anything to get back with me, just give him time to get out of his situation. And i was dumb enough to actually fall for his lies and bullcrap again. The same day i found out that he was telling the girl he loves her and can’t wait for her to have his baby and He wants to stay with her. So he’s playing with both of us. And he’s still trying to sleep around with other females. I know i sound pretty pathetic to have let him put me through all of this and i thought i was smarter than that, but i loved him so much and i really thought he was the one for me. I finally told myself that one going to cut all ties from him, but it hurts so bad to know that he loves and is happy with someone else. And let me just tell u, the guy is a rude, lying, immature, uneducated, thief. But i just keep thinking that somehow he’s going to be with her and become the perfect man for her and everything i wanted him to be, he’s gonna be that for her. I even sometimes question what did she have that i didn’t. This pain hurts so much and to know that he’s about to have a baby kills me. I know in my brain that i can do better and he didn’t deserve me . Actually i knew that before the cheating occurred, but for some reason , i guess love, i stuck around long enough to get hurt. But i kind of feel like that was god’s way of telling me to stop settling because i can do better. I just really need encouraging words because i m truly hurting and crying every few minutes. I was the best and tried to make him the happiest guy and he did this to me. And i wanna think that karma will come into play because they both did something triflin and wrong, but what if they live happily eveR after????