Post # 1
Hey bees 🙁 My poor kitty passed away yesterday and i am so upset.. After 15 years I had to say goodbye to the biggest part of my heart… I honestly don’t know how i got up today for work I couldn’t do my make up or anything because the waterworks just keeps happening it really is unavoidable at this point… I woke up yesterday and my cat didn’t seem right she didn’t come to bed like she normally does with me every night she was in my bathroom the night before she passed… She was just laying on the rug I thought maybe she was just there because the bathroom tends to be a little cooler… The morning came she was having seizure in my bedroom i held her as she was throwing up blood and was crying praying she would make it and put her in her cat carrier and took her to the vet asap. There they confrimed it was a heart attack and gave her an IV and oxygen after three hours i was there she seemed like she was getting better… The doctor told me to go home and he’ll call me later to let me know how she was doing… Not even 5 hours later i get a call saying she had a second heart attack and she didn’t make it…. I felt so guilty going home and leaving her there… I wish i could have held her while she died I hope she knew how much i loved her and that I didn’t abandon her , I am crying as i am writing this out because I just can’t forgive myself for leaving… The loss of her is too much for me to handle right now… I lit some candles in my room where she used to have her cat bed with a photo of her… May her flame always be burning and bright as she was my best friend
Post # 2
I’m so sorry you lost your fur-baby! My heart hurts for your loss.
Post # 3
VintageGirl1020 : Aw, I’m so so sorry about your cat. It’s very difficult to say goodbye. I’m sure she knew she was loved very much for all those years. And I promise, it WILL get better with time. Please take care xox
Post # 4
Oh Bee, I am so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you under these circumstances. I have had to say goodbye to a couple dogs in my life so I know its so hard to lose a fur-baby.
I know its hard to look past the pain right now. But if you can, try to remember that the pain will, in time, pass and you will be left with all the happy loving memories of her.
Post # 5
VintageGirl1020 : OMG girl i am SO sorry for your loss. i have three and i cant imagine loosing them. trust me its not your fault, so pl,ease dont feel guilty for leaving. i know it may seem like you being there was best, but maybe you didnt need to see that. im here if you need to talk. stay strong!
Post # 6
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
Post # 7
- Wedding: April 2016 - Historical park
I am so sorry, bee. Sending big hugs. Please don’t feel guilty about leaving her. You did everything you could to give her a long, happy life. Please take care and be gentle to yourself over the next while.
Post # 8
- Wedding: April 2017 - City, State
You gave her 15 years of love, companionship, laughter, playtime, cuddles, and warmth, and she gave you the same. She had an amazing, fulfilled life because of you, and she knew how much you loved her because you showed her you did every single day. It’ll be hard, but you’ll get through it. Just know that she felt your love for her. So sorry, bee.
Post # 9
I’m so sorry about your cat. Losing a pet is devastating and you will need time to grieve. The fact that your cat was 15 years old is a testament to how well you cared for her. You did a really good thing by giving her a good, safe home. Please try to not feel guilty about leaving her at the vet. She was probably sedated and in her condition she most likely wasn’t aware of what was going on around her. The important thing is she had a good life, was loved, and was cared for to the end. <Hugs>
Post # 10
myardley : Thank you so much you are so sweet and even though we are connected on the bee i feel like your my real friend <3
Thank you everyone I really need all the support i can get at this pont… <3
Post # 11
VintageGirl1020 : of course girl! whatever you need i’m here! 🙂
Post # 12
Here is a photo of my sweet girl.. She was always a fan of plants and flowers <3
most recent photo <3
<3 when she was younger
Post # 13
🙁 I’m so sorry for your loss; it’s so hard to lose a beloved pet. It sounds like you gave her a wonderfully long and happy life.
Post # 14
VintageGirl1020 : I am sooo very sorry for your loss. It is never easy to lose a beloved family member. Please focus on the happy memories, cherish the good times. She knew you loved her. 15 amazing years, that’s 5,475 days of love! That’s about 131,400 hours!! That’s a lot of love. She knew you loved her. Fur babies leave foot prints on our hearts all the while teaching us about love and loss. They give us years of endless love, and 1 day of heartbreak that hurts like no other. But those years of love are so worth it. My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you. Allow yourself time to heal. There is no time limit either. Family will always be family. Cherish those memories. Many hugs sent your way bee. <3
Post # 15
VintageGirl1020 : I am so sorry Bee. Take comfort in knowing that you gave her a fantastic life, and she knew how much she is, and always will be, loved. Every day with our babies is a blessing, especially when they are older, and to have been able to spend 15 years with her is remarkable. Of course, no amount of time is ever enough. I believe you will be reunited with her one day. <3