- 6 years ago
- Wedding: April 2012
Ladies, I don’t know what to do, I feel so overcome with sadness about the whole situation. Let me give you guys the background:
I changed high schools my junior year of high school (my parents moved) and my “first love”s best friend was sweet enough to take me under his wing. Me and him NEVER got along but for whatever reason he put this aside and introduced me to some girls who to this day are still my best girl friends. ANYWHO, his best friend was this really sweet totally handsome football player, well two weeks after I transferred was their high schools homecoming and they suggested I go with the football players older brother, he was a freshman in college. I agreed, he was ADORABLE, one of the kindest people I’ve ever met in my life, after this date we started dating, he would drive home weekends (3 hours) to see me and we had a great relationship, at some point we grew apart, our breakup wasn’t bad by any means but we eventually broke up. Well before I met Darling Husband me and the previous guy I have been disussing were hooking up regularly. He decided to move to another state to take care of his mom, who had been sick for a while.
His mom died today. I feel so overcome with sadness, I know this is probably a little strange, I don’t feel like I have any sexual feelings for this guy but I just want to hug him, him and his brother are two of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life and I just feel SO sad. Has anyone ever went through anything similar?
I debated making one of those incognito accounts but I figured what the hell. I am having NO doubts about my Darling Husband but I just feel sad, I don’t want to say anything to Darling Husband because I guess it’s a little bit strange… I don’t know.