- 9 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
Well ladies, tomorrow it hits the 4 month mark until our big day! I still have soooo much to do, I have all the supplies I need for my DIY’s basically, but it’s finding the time to do it that is proving impossible. I’ve taken on a lot of hours at work, and my Fiance is working two jobs, weddings just aren’t cheap! lol But none the less, stress aside, I am so excited! Yesterday I flaunted around in my shoes and reception dress for hours, trying on my veil and jewelry, just having a flash back to childhood dress up moments! It was a blast. If my reception dress were longer I’d almost consider wearing it as my wedding dress instead of my actual dress which has just been a source of lots of stress and confusion.
I am no stranger to indecision. I have the hardest time making choices and once I do I regret them any ways. So, I’ve decided that I will be sticking with my original dress, though I did finally get an offer on it, somewhat lower than I was willing to go. Because if I did sell her, and I did buy this other dress, I’d probably end up really pissed at myself because it’s clearly the right dress for me or I wouldn’t be so torn up about the thought of getting rid of it. I cancelled the appointment to try this dress on again and told the women I was so sorry but I couldn’t take the risk. I would have to completely redo my look. The only thing that would match this other dress is my necklace and I’m not sure that would even look right.
So, my dress choice is my original purchased Maggie Sottero Debbie in diamond white.
Now that that’s over, I can stress about all of the other things I can’t get done right now! lol