- 2 months ago
- Wedding: July 2016
So today is my and my boyfriends first anniversary but long time ago we agreed to celebrate it on friday as it would set best with both of us because he had the day and I took all of yesterday off. I got him a present I knew hed love and also made this diy ‘360 things I love about’ which yes i agree is kind of corny but its our anniversary so why not. And I have never actually celebrated a first year anniversary before none of my relationships got so far except one where he was out of the country so we couldnt. I was expecting it to be romantic, not extravagant but romantic. just spending quality time with him would have been more than i enough.
We met at 12 to go to this park we had never seen before which had a beautiful fall but left in an hour cause he hated the bugs. And then he started drinking at 2 and rest of the consisted of me driving around a drunk guy who gets mad at everyone and everythign when hes drunk. his drunk self just kept saying “i know youre going to be soo mad tomorrow,” “im going to hear about this tomorrow arent I” “I can never express my feeligns when i drink”. And this continued until 10pm when i dropped him home cause we had his car and i was not about to let him drive, and walked home to my house (which was a 25 minute walk-not much).
The whole night was just a disappointment. I put a nice dress and matching underwear and dolled up but ended up with a guy slurring his every word. I hated it. I need to hear others opinions and and get a clear head on this cause I dotn even feel like going near him or talking to him.