first of all…
1 I’m the super jealous type and hate ‘sharing’ you with any guy in any way or form. 2 is i had so much trust in you then boom i had my whole world and vision of us get shattered.”
and second of all – If we were to walk away now. what man is going to want me with a past like this?
Any man who is a real MAN. That’s who.
Do you have any idea how many pics have been taken of me naked by my ex husband, ex boyfriends? By my now husband? In a context other than being in a shitty abusive relationship, I’m going to go ahead and say it’s a pretty fuckin normal thing.
Something that happened to you at 15, and was then publicized by an asshole piece of garbage is NOT your fault. Even if you were not in an abusive relationship, and this guy just decided now he’s a douche and posted those – NOT your fault.
This doesn’t make you a bad person, your past is not even close to something that cannot be forgiven. In fact, no one should need to know about it. I don’t blame you for not mentioning it, why would you? You were embarrased, ashamed, and you didn’t think it would ever come to this.
What kind of MAN wants to know this shit anyways? My husband absolutely 100% does not want to hear about my past sexual experiences, nor would he EVER want to know what pics or videos have ever been taken of me. You should not feel bad for any of this.
Your BF should be the one ashamed. He has ZERO right to make you feel guilty over this, nor does he have any right to feel jealous. This is ridiculous childish pathetic behaviour, and you absolutely deserve better than this crap.
PS – If this is something he can’t get over, he has another thing coming to him when he wakes the fuck up and realizes what the real world is. He’ll have to go looking for someone who lived under a rock to find someone without a past, especially one as innocent as yours.