- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2012
My husband is a drug addict. Has been for a long time. He was sober before we married (and very open about his history with addiction). He was sober after we married then had a relapse last year. It started with pot then moved to pills and finally to his drug of choice, meth. That scared the ever living crap out of him. He got counseling, went to meetings, got sober. Now he’s on drugs again less than a year later. He says it’s “just pot” but I don’t believe him.
He is the love of my life. The only man I’ve ever truly loved (we fell in love and lived together when we were just 17. We broke up after 2 years and got back together 15 years later.) I am the love of his life. He cherishes me and adores me. He’s been an amazing husband! Makes me feel like the most loved woman in the world. Never missed a job (he owns a successful business). Even during his relapse… Never missed a days work, never mistreated me, never slacked on his responsibilities.
I don’t know why I’m writing this. I can’t imagine my life without him. But a life of lies and deceit sounds miserable.
I’m lost right now.