- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2012
I just need some cheering up from everyone. This is a Not Wedding Related post, but I am getting married July 6, and I am very stressed with that.
I have been dealing with medical problem after medical from since February. In February I had a yeast infection that the NP didn’t completely diagnose, so you ladies understand how annoying it is to have one. It was let go until April when I saw an actual medical doctor that specializes in this stuff, got treatement for bacterial vaginosis, and then had to go back the next week because I was still having problems. Come to find out, I had a yeast infection, bacterial vaginosis, and Group B strep. I was on 3 different pills and 1 cream in just 1 week. I am FINALLY feeling better now.
However, this morning, my belt was digging into my side and it felt uncomfortable. So I felt under my ribcage and I have a mishapen lump. I have little fatty tumors all over that they have checked before that are no problem. This one, however, feels slightly larger than a grape, but has the shape of an egg. My mom told me to get an appointment for after school (I’m a para) and I did.
I just need some reassurance that I am going to be ok. And I know you guys aren’t doctors that can’t tell me I’m going be ok, but I just need to be calmed down. I am so sick of dealing with medical stuff right now, especially 49 days from my wedding. I am so stressed, scared, and anxious I can hardly stand it. It is taking every ounce of my strength not to just bust out bawling right now.