(Closed) Need to Vent?

posted 5 years ago in Emotional
Post # 3
2651 posts
Sugar bee
  • Wedding: May 2016

I have been so stressed out lately, that I just don’t do ANYTHING.  I am in graduate school for mental health counseling and for a class they had us take an anxiety screening… the normal score is 40. I was at 151.  I have so much work to do that I get overwhelmed and just don’t do it, which is bad because it causes more stress.

I am also in the middle of swiching jobs, my current boss is a passive agressive POS that even though i gave her a months notice she keeps giveing me guilt trips and calling me a “quitter”, and she changed my scheduel around so that i have the work week from hell my last week.

I also haven’t seen my Fiance in about a month even though we live 15 mins from each other, and I just realised that I can’t remember if I have feed my ferret in the last 3 days or not.

I just want like.. 8 hrs of uninturrpted sleep… that might make things better.


Post # 4
9674 posts
Buzzing Beekeeper
  • Wedding: April 2019

I am so sorry 🙁 That must be tough juggling all that!

I am so stressed and worried about the future. Basically right now all I can do is sit at home and wait around until my psychiatrist and I find a dosage of medication that works. I have to wait around until I am stable enough to go back to university and get a job. Until then I can’t even think about moving out with Fiance, we simply can’t afford all the bills (including all my crazy medical bills) on his current salary. He couldn’t even move out on his own with his current salary. Until we know of a definite time we will be able to move out, or until we move out we won’t be able to start booking things and set an official date for the wedding, as we want to live together for a few months first. I am just so frustrated, I hate only being able to cope with sitting at home, only going out occasionally. I hate that my illness makes the smallest things stressful to me. I am even anxious and stressed out over helping my aunt unpack at her new place on Friday.

Post # 5
1896 posts
Buzzing bee
  • Wedding: August 2014

@MarieeToBee:  We are moving in one week, or rather I am doing most of the moving.  It wasn’t until this last weekend that my Fiance finally started moving all his stuff (re: crap out).  We’re moving into his place and getting a storage unit while we save for a house.  I still have overwhelming anxiety that I am losing all my space and stuff. I’m doing most of the moving because (in theory) I am not working.  

Not working means several hours of job hunting a day plus whatever odd jobs I cam pick up.  I am a giant stressball.

What makes it worse is that my Fiance and my parent’s are like, just concentrate on moving don’t worry about job hunting and trying to make money right now.  WTF?  How exactly am I supposed to pay my bills while I’m moving and job hunting?  (the answer is mroe stress and I am stretched beyond thin right now.  Since we’ve been moving for the past month any romance or sex has been out of the question. Planning our wedding is about the furtherest thing from my mind, not only do I not have the time, but I also don’t have the money.

The next person who tells me to chill and not stress will get killed!  How can I not stress out?

Post # 7
1114 posts
Bumble bee
  • Wedding: November 2013

My wedding is in less than 2 weeks. I was SUPPOSED to write an exam for work 2 weeks ago but the people scheduling it (not at my job, at the office where I have to write the exam) can’t get their act together and process the frigging paperwork on time, so it kept getting pushed back and pushed back. So then they wanted me to write on Nov 12, 3 days after my wedding. Um no. My work fortunately said it would be fine for me to delay it until the 19th. Meanwhile I’ve been studying for months now and was ready to write a month ago. Fortunately there was a last minute cancellation and I can get in tomorrow, not ideal, but at this point I just want to get it over with. If I fail though, there’s a small chance I could lose my job if I fail.

And on top of it all, I’m getting a cold. I’m terrified that I’ll get that nasty red dried out nose look and be like that on the day of the wedding. I’m doped up to my eyeballs on sinus meds and vitamin C. Well maybe that’s an exageration, and I won’t be taking sinus meds tomorrow. At least not until the exam is done…

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