- 3 years ago
- Wedding: Beach
Sorry bees usually I hesitate posting here when I’m upset and I usually hesitate posting things so personal.
I’m extremely disappointed in my entire elopement and honeymoon. I really thought if I did a good job planning it and I picked such a coveted destination it would be ok. I got there and it wasn’t. I missed my family, it felt like a fake wedding and then the video game thing became a huge realization that I didn’t realize he was playing so much. I thought oh he does it on his commute or just like when anyone wants to relax like reading a book of instagram etc, but on my honeymoon there was so much to see and experience and have that time with my new husband together I was kinda shocked the game was so important to him. It felt like even though it may not have been for hours at a time it was still a priority. I’m really hurt. Yes we did kayak yes we did see sharks and pretty tropical fish but I also remember sitting at tables while he says just two minutes, or yes I was ready to go but now hang on or most nights I went to bed alone while he played the game.