- 4 years ago
- Wedding: September 2014
Ugh so this may be long and a little but if a vent but I just need to feel better.
Im from north Fl but family moved to south fl wen I was 16. I’m naturally shy and introverted so I didn’t make any good friends here, nor at college where I was a day student who lived over an hour away and drove to campus. I am still good enough friends with 5/6 people from my home town that if I was getting married here in south fl they would come.
but I’m not. My Fiance is from CT and my moms family is from NJ, we are having the wedding in CT at an amazing museum. I’m really happy about that.
But my side of the guest list is 12, my 3 siblings 2 parents, 2 cousins and their spouses, my grand mom and dad any my aunt.
The full guest list is 45 people. So it’s a small wedding.
1) I feel like a loser not having ANY friends at my wedding. Even my Boyfriend or Best Friend cant make it (because of the cost and time to drive to CT) I’ve realized I really don’t have any close friends.
My Fiance is military and while a quite person also. He has a friend coming from Ak, South America and one driving from te base here. I’m a little jealous.
2) I’m now battling my Mother-In-Law, she wants to invite HER LANDLORD! She lives in the Mother-In-Law appt of a very nice house and is very close to the landlords. We’ve met them and they are nice. But NO I dI not want them there. And told her no we were having a small wedding. She offered to pay for them Ugh I don’t care about the money they are no conning. It’s almost crazy!
I feel live my reception will be depressing and a bust. It will all be family other then the 4 friends of my Fiance. but then I’m battling to keep more out. Ugh