- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2013
All I can picture is me having a meltdown on the day of and having no fun. SO and I are already married and have been for 10 months now. We did a civil ceremony but very few people know because we decided to do it after setting a date for the big wedding.
Its been nithing but nonstop drama with his family the last month and I’m honestly just at my witts end. I have put so much passion and energy into planning this wedding and it feels like none if it matters. I don’t want to finish my little projects that need to be done. I don’t care if my dress fits. I wish I didn’t care that the guys will most likely look like mismatched baboons. I just want to cry and curl up in a ball. I’m tired of felling like everything is my fault because we decided to not have a traditional wedding.
I just don’t know anymore.