- 8 years ago
- Wedding: July 2010
So today I have a doctors appointment that I made several months ago. Its just for my annual check up. Secretly I suspected that Id be going in for a different reason by now, but no such luck. At least I dont think so…
Im going to talk to the doctor about a few things. But since we’ve only been trying for a few months, she’ll probably just tell me to start charting and come back later…
Really, I think Im just stressing myself out. I guess we were not trying not to…technically. But if you know you are not trying not to, arent you just trying?? (We’re talking babies here by the way…in case any of you accidentally wandered into the baby boards by mistake…)
Im the kind of person that puts life in little boxes in a perfectly laid out schedule. Not being in complete control of this is super hard.
I know that SO many of you are in the same boat. Just wanted to tell someone Im headed to the doctor to include her in my not trying not to campaign….Cause Im not tellin anyone I actually know till we actually know…And so, you Bees fill my void.
Wish me luck!