- 5 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
Im srry i just really need to release some stress…
i feel so sad at the moment.
1.im getting married in 6 months time
2.i told my very few ‘friends’ about it a yr and half ago
3.my wedding is in jamaica
4.last couple of months i have had ALL of my friends drop out in coming to my wedding so now i have none coming
5.one of my friends parents wont let her……the woman is 25 for heavens sake!
6. the other one cant afford it now cos she lost her job which i totally understand.
7.the other 3 started goign on all funny saying they dnt thinik they can make it cos its expensive (these 3 were the ones saying they would definatly come)…..guess what i just found out??? right now they are in jamaica…..i wasnt even told they were going i found out on facebook cs one of their baby dads was angry at her for not telling him he was going…so now i know y i havnt been able to get through….and i know it was on purpose cos i spoke to her apparently the day before she left!
8.my fiance as no problem with his guest list he even cut his one way down to match mine…..so embarrasing i feel like a loner.
9. i dont have a best friend i can just call up and speak to. I really feel as though everyone has that close friend plus friends they can chill and hang with but i do not.
10.the only best friend i had was back in school and that was 7 yrs ago and we really dont talk much anymore cs when she wen college and uni she really distanced herself away from me.
am i really a person no one wants to be friends with?
feel really s***ty right now.
i have no Maid/Matron of Honor no brides maids anymore….
im ment to have a blessing when i come back from jamaica but to be honest i dnt feel like inviting those people who call themselves ‘friends’, i feel so betrayed.
All i ask for is just that one female friend who i can really say yeah she is my friend.
im always there for others…..but when it comes to me i have no one.