- 5 years ago
- Wedding: September 2014
Hello fellow Bees,
I am in need of some advice. I am an extremely guilt-ridden individual to start with and of course I’m always thinking the worst which doesn’t help. Tomorrow, FH, my parents and I are going to the UK for 2.5 weeks for a planned vacation. Now that it’s nearly here, I’m so afraid of leaving work for that amount of time. I worry they’ll uncover a big mistake while I’m gone and fire me. Rationally, I know that I haven’t made any big mistakes but the irrational part of my mind is totally screwing with me.
I want to get to the place where I say, “So what if they fire me?! I’ll survive!” Again, the rational side of me KNOWS this but my emotional side is stressed to the absolute MAX. I’m a wreck.
Bees, have you ever been in this situation? If so, how do you get to that better place? I want to enjoy my vacation and not worry about being fired. Ugh…
– A worried LilRhodyGem