- 9 years ago
- Wedding: January 2013
My heart is breaking right now, the akwardness has been going on for a while now and i knew it was coming. My dad and stepmom are getting divorced, after almost 20 yrs. of marrage. I have two younger sibilings, age 17 and 15, that are taking this really hard. I would not have even known that divorce was an option, but my brother has been filling me in, and then this morning when i checkd fb my aunt posted about please send prayers to a very close person, aka my stepmom as she has announced her husband is filing for divorce! WHAT…they announce it to the whole family but not me, their daughter? I feel that i have no one to talk to about this, my fiance has not experienced anyone going through a divorce, and well th only othr person i would talk to would be my mom, and although she would listen, it is just weird talking to her about my dad getting divorced.
I dont really know what to do, part of me is mad at my dad, bc i guess i dont know how after almost 20 yrs u just decide that you dont want to be with someone anymore, (those were his exact words according to my brother). My stepmom was a stay at home mom for as long as i can remember, wiht no education to fall back on, and is now working at a local grocery store. My dad is an executive for on of the big energy companies, so money is never an issue for them, but now i just dont know what my stepmom is going to do. I feel aweful because my dad pays for my college, and my stepmom just sent me a $4000 check for spring summer tuition. I feel bad bc she sees that my dad has no peoblem spending money, but she has to now sav evry penny she makes. But than again my dad is my dad and i feel that i cant be upset with him. I am so hurt and confused.
I just had to lay everything out there, bc if i didnt have anyone to tell this to i mught just lose it