- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2012
Just have to get this thought off my brain..
Post MC I’m dying to be pregnant again because it’s all I want to be a mom and hold my precious baby but I’m mentally not trying to rush things because I don’t want to be disappointed if it doesn’t happen again right away…
But boy would I love to have a magic window or door to look into and have a chat with my reproductive system and ask her wtf she is up to…I still have not gotten a period since the bleeding from my MC stopped on 10/26. Since Thursday I’ve been getting weird intermittent cramping down there…nothing like I’ve ever had with a regular period and slightly different from the cramping I was feeling with my pregnancy. On Thursday I chalked it up to BD’ing with my husband..too rough or something that would cause a pulled muscle, but we haven’t BD’d since and it hasn’t gotten any better and continued on. I did take a pregnancy test mid-day yesterday, NOT at all expecting it to be positive but more so just continuing to check periodically since I haven’t gotten a period yet so I wasn’t let down when I got the BFN.
Earlier today, I went to the bathroom and when I wiped the CM on the tissue was streaked very lightly throughout with blood.
So what are you up to down there lady…is my period getting ready to come or is there a little one down there trying to dig in and nest…right now I’d be pretty freaking happy to get either one.
To be a fly on the wall and be able to look inside and see what’s up at any given point rather than be left to always guess and wonder…
Thanks for the vent.