- 5 years ago
- Wedding: December 2017
Sooo yesterday when we were on our way to test drive a car (since bf’s transmission is going out on his car), he brought up engagement again, though we have been talking about it for over a year….the conversations just get more serious and more serious, which I love. He had lost his job and recently got a new one, otherwise we would be engaged already…but time has worked in our favor and it will happen soon enough — patience is a virtue. He suggested we go look Friday after he gets off work just to “make sure he’s making the perfect decision”. I got all giddy and filled with butterflies. Eek!!!! That means it’s going to be coming sooner than I thought it would.
I had mentioned in my previous post that he said he might get the ring I originally fell in love with, but thought and have said from the beginning as soon as I looked at the price tag that it was wayyyyy over budget and that I would forever feel guilty…and there is something out there that is gorgeous and pretty and that I will love just as much. After much persuasion, I think I have finally broke his thought of getting me that one. I guess we will see what he picks out, but I would be much happier with a different ring that is not as expensive….and a bigger diamond or moissanite stone. It’s all up to him in the end though!!!!!!
I’m just so excited to be that much closer to spending the rest of my life with the man I love, whom I want to raise a family with and grow old with. I want the fairytale, sitting on the porch swing, fishing on a boat (more like him fishing, me catching some rays) kind of love! It’s not all butterflies and perfection, but I already know that….and I’m content with that. I just want my special, perfect amount of imperfections, love of my life to officially be mine! 😀