- 6 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
Today when I sat down at my computer and saw that little ticker I glance over as usual and .. WOAH 107 days!?!?! What!!! This seems so unreal. Actually this whole wedding process does. You see I met my Fiance my freshman year of highschool. I knew him when my life was at its highest high and lowest low. So when I had a tragic event happen in my life two septembers ago and he was there for me. I knew that moment I wanted him in my life forever.
A few days later he asked me to marry him (and seng hoe I was still in highschool) I laughed and said “mhm”. Totally thinking he was joking. Nope. A few months later he had bought me a “promise” ring. It was beautiful! Blue saphire(sp?) and diamonds. (The only reason I couldnt wear it as my engagement ring was it was too low & wide to match with any rings I found ) Then it hit me, this is real. So not knowing what logically I should do I spoke with my heart and said YES! A few months later the wedding planning actually started.
My oh my have we had our bumps along the way! I am on dress #3 (gah. a story in itself) I lost not one but TWO best friends, my father and I stopped talking. And just about everyone I tell gives me this up to down look of judgement. I constantly hear “you’re too young” “you need to live your life more” “you dont know what you want” ect, And I’m tired of it.
Somehow we have managed to keep our heads up through all this. And now, after five years of knowing him. Two years of engagement. Nine months of planning Its only 107 days away. This feels crazy. I mean I have been doing things all along, all my diy projects and everything. But yet it still feels like a dream. I feel scared/happy/sad/ecstatic/ and calm all wrapped into one.