- 8 years ago
- Wedding: September 2012
so I have weddingbuzz on facebook and posted this thread on there awhile ago….i got a lot of responses saying to not get my hopes up etc…. but all of you are in the same bout i am!!! so here’s my story…. 🙂
one of my very close friends, known her for about 11 years now…she got married this past saturday…it was beautiful! :’-D
her wedding marked the second wedding me and my boyfriend have attended in the last 3 months. so needless to say, since about January, there’s been a LOT of wedding aura floating around….lol
and my boyfriend knows i would marry him in a heartbeat….and i think because of the two wedding scenes, he’s been feeling like, why wait? he’s brought up the subject a LOT….
my friend got married at the Castle in Delran, NJ….its by the water and you can go out and look at all the boats docked and whatnot….well, him and i took a breather during the reception and he got all sentimental with me 🙂 i swear, i soooooo could feel in my gut that he was gonna propose……………
but he didnt… 🙁
and i’m a tiny bit glad he didnt cuz although i truly feel in my heart that i wanna spend the rest of my life with him, there are a lot of things in our life right now that i feel we should focus on before adding wedding plans to the mix….
the main thing being money….i have to file for bankruptcy and he’s on unemployment and about to start college in the fall, i’m still in school also….there’s still a lot of things in my house to fix and other crap like that….i feel like i’m trying to be realistic about it but then i’m wondering if all that really does matter?
i mean, a year long engagement is the norm anyways right???
bahhhhh!!! i just think i want him to pop the question already so i can stop feeling so anxious bout it!!! lmao
so i went home on my lunch break and snuck up on my boyfriend while he was online….he was on the FAFSA website but one of the other internet tabs caught my eye….it said ‘diamond rings’…..
::jumps up & down::
i know i shouldnt jump the gun but AGHHH!!!!
hehehehehe…. the anticipation is killing me now!!!
btw, i still think waiting is better but there’s nothing wrong with 2 or 3 year engagements right? thats a rhetorical question but just sayin…. lol
ok . gotta get back to work now…lol