- 4 years ago
I know this is going to sound stupid, so please don’t bash me in the comments. Constructive criticism is obviously fine, but I don’t like the way some Bee’s have been getting really snarky lately. Maybe it’s just me that’s noticing that or not.
Anyway, my SO’s birthday is next week Thursday, and I’ve been asking him for a while to figure out what he wants because I like to plan ahead. Well, today, a week before his b-day, he gives me the list. He wants dinner (no specification if I should make it, or we should go out), he wants to watch Borat with me, and he wants a blow-job.
Again, I know this is stupid… But he asked, and ever since then (about an hour now) I’ve been feeling more and more irritated. Don’t get me wrong, I’d already planned a dinner, so that’s not a big deal, and I was already going to give him a blow-job. But now that he’s asked, it makes me want to do it less… The dinner was supposed to be a surprise, so now that’s kind of ruined, and I won’t get credit for surprising him, which I know is silly… But I can’t help feeling it anyway. The BJ thing kind of really annoys me though, because it takes a lot for me to get there, to like… psych myself up for it? It’s really not my favorite thing, but I know it’s one of his… But now that he’s asked for it it feels “cheaper” to me… Does that even close to make sense? Probably not, I dunno…
Now for Borat; I really don’t want to watch that movie. I should probably just do it becuase SO wants me to, but on the same token, I’ve specifically avoided watching it for almost 8 years (I didn’t know that off by heart, I had to look it up on IMDB) because it honestly looks so stupid, and I’ve heard some things about it that tell me that it’s not going to be something that I enjoy… So for him to ask me to watch that with him for his birthday… It’s like really? I’ve said no to watching it at least a dozen times when he’s asked me, so now it feels like he’s taking advantage of the fact that it’s going to be his birthday…
I just don’t know… I’m feeling kind of bitter, less so now after getting this out there than I did when I started writing, so thanks for anyone that listened/read.
What would you do?