- Raine Monkey
- 7 years ago
- Wedding: March 2013
….cause growing up is awfuler than all the awful things that ever were…
today my mind is not centered around weddings (I know crazy) but more on life; what to do with it, where it’s going, what the future will be etc. Currently I do not have a job, and love it, I don’t mind being the good 50’s housewife cooking and cleaning (staying on weddingbee all day) But I’ve been doing this for a few months now, and it’s given me all this time to think with what I want to do with my life… and I’ve come to the conclusion…. I have no idea…..
I won’t grow up, I don’t wanna go to school, just to learn to be a parrot and recite a silly rule
I have a degree in Communication…. which means I can take it and adapt it to be so many different things I can go into PR Sicne so much was verbal and non verbal behaviour and also a lot of media. I can start work with special needs because there was a lot of aspect around different ways of communicating There are many ways to go with it, but I’m feeling like I need more, more than just this one degree to find out what I truly want to do.
So I’m been searching the web in the hopes of finding a passion, Am I the only one who has no idea what they are good at in the world? I’ve tried lots of different work, call centre (which apparently I was good at but not a job I ever want to do) I’ve worked in daycares (which I thought was what I want because I love kids, but it just wasn’t as fulfilling as I thought it would be) i’ve also worked a lot with special needs children (esspically Autism) and I do like it, but I don’t think I love it… My favorite job was the one I had when I was 15 and had off and on til I was 23…. and that was working at a swimming pool it got me working with kids but not in a strict setting, it was not long hard hours… but it’s very much a teenages job…. So now It’s time to find my “grown up” job
I wont grow up I dont wanna wear a tie and a serious expression in the middle of july.
So how does one find their “dream job” What am I going to do with my life? What is my passion? Well here’s what I’ve come up with:
Nothing special, but I do love to be organize and file things and make sure that everything has a place and everything is in it’s place… but I don’t know if it would be entertaining enough for me so it’s lower on the list….
New Ancor/somthing like it:
I’ve mentioned when I made my very first post that I feel like Lois Lane, passionate but cannot spell… the downside to this is, would I be able to keep my composure ( I mean I am the one that cried her eyes out while watching Toy Story 3)because we all see the news at one time or another and it’s hard out there http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzMY59pQ0Z8
I Obviously love kids, my resume shows that, it’s all about helping and working with kids, so maybe having my degree in Communication then combining that with a certificate / degree of counselling is what I should do (but this is the only option listed that involes more schooling which equals more money needed) The reason this one speaks to me is that I didn’t have a school counsellor our school had a nun in that position, which ment solve your problems by praying….( I had an eating disorder…prayer didn’t work. I’m not against prayer but I needed more that that) I did work through my problems, (on my own) but knowing that there are counsellors out there that aren’t giving heart and soul to these kids makes me want to change that…
What should I do?
If growing up means it would be beneath me dignity to climb a tree I’ll never grow up