Post # 16
Im still having a hard time focusing but the meds are helping a litttle. Totally just trying to cram for my exam on monday first, taking it one step at a time. I still cry while reading off and on but Im trying to stay strong. I just want to cry and stay in bed but this I can’t, at least not this week.
Post # 17
If he hurt you enough where you had to leave him, then you should stay strong and not look back. I understand how you feel and how hard it is, but just remember if you return to a relationship that you are not happy in, you will just be miserable in the long run. Writing down your emotions always help me. Do things you love, and surely time will heal the pain you have in your heart.
Post # 18
He’s coming over tomorrow to pick up his stuff and return my pass and money. My roommate will be home so I’ll be ok but im already anticipating breaking down after that.
I just wanna yell I miss u and hold him tight but I know I can’t. Thinking about it is already driving me insane.
Post # 19
- Wedding: February 2020 - Windermere, Cumbria
tattoosislife : Stay strong bee, you can do this.
Post # 20
- Wedding: July 2018 - Fremont, CA
Remember why you broke up in the first place. Do you want to go back to being overridden and disrespected?To being ignored while he spends endless time on his phone? To having your feelings dismissed and mocked?
Post # 21
- Wedding: May 2015 - St Peter\'s Church, East Maitland, and Bella Vista, Newcastle
Can you go out and get your roommate to deal with him? Not seeing him again will help.
Post # 22
We rescheduled to thurs because of a work conflict. im kinda relieved but kinda sad. I hate mixed emotions.
im definitely trying to stay strong reminding myself someone that loves me would treat me way better but its also so hard when im missing him at the same time. I try not to think of the good times but my mind seems to want to and it sucks.
I feel dumb staying in bed crying and drinking wine, watching netflix but thats all I really want to do today.
Post # 23
I’m so sorry you’re going through this! In my opinion you should not meet up with him, not worth the hearthache. I know words may not really help but just know that this will pass and you will be happy again, I promise. We have all been through this hell, so many more times but we came out stronger than ever!
Post # 24
highonlife93 : thanks for the encouragement!