- 3 months ago
I‘m hoping to get some advice, reassurance or maybe even strategies to help me deal with some post wedding anxieties. I’m hoping maybe even just writing out and posting this will help!
We married there weeks ago and it was amazing. My husband is my best friend and love of my life. So many parts of the day were amazing but so many parts are actually quite a blur..
Since the big day I can’t stop feeling anxious. My main issue is by the end of the reception the champagne had caught up with me. I was having the time of my life celebrating and now I’m worried I should have stayed off the drink all day.
Quite a few of the guests don’t drink and I worried I would have looked even more tipsy. What were they thinking of me? Is that a bad way to be with kids and older relatives there? Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t in a state just high on life and bubbles. I’m even worried they’ll think less of me now. There were also a few photos that weren’t taken and guests I didn’t speak to. I’m beating myself up that if I was sober this would have been fine
Everyone I’ve spoken to have said I just looked so happy, and I’ve had lots of reassurance but still I cant shake off the regret that I wish I hadn’t drank a deps. I’d asked a few of bridesmaids to try to give me water on the day but that didn’t happen and I wish I’d have asked a close family memeber to who I know would have. I’m such a worrier anyway so right now this is getting the better of me and clouding my memory of the day.
Ive not been comfortable with the ‘perfect day’ ‘best day ever’ pressure from the beginning. :-/
thanks for reading my long post,