- 5 years ago
- Wedding: June 2013
I had a related post on this but I am still having a hard time getting over my post-wedding guilt. My wedding was amazing and fun and almost everyone said that it was amazing, family and friends alike, however, I had two moments at the wedding I am really ashamed of. It rained just a little bit, the vendor stressed me out by telling me we had to move inside though everyone wanted to stay outside, and I did not deal with it very well. I did not cry or anything but people noticed I was upset, not everyone noticed (fortunately none of the family on both sides and a group of friends from abroad did, which I was happy abput because they made all the way to see me), but a lot of my friends did. Fortunately it only lasted about ten minutes then I was compeletely fine. So, now I have to deal with the fact that no I was not a cool bride. I was not even a very fun bride. I was the stressed bride, the one that is too obsessed with details, and that even if it was only for a short period everyone was worried about making happy. I always imagined myself smiling all day and that I would give that positive energy to others, now I have the feeling my wedding was great not because of how happy I was but because I was so lucky everyone else was so positive and made ME happy. It was only a very short considering the lenghth of the wedding but I figured that that is what people remember: the bride was upset and we needed to make her happy. I am so disappointed with myself that on some days it overshadows how great the wedding was otherwise. I just cannot get over it. Has anyone experienced a similar thing, how did you deal with it?