- honeybee1999
- 2 years ago
- Wedding: September 2019 - City, State
I think he did this crap through your whole relationship. You just don’t dive into spending thousands on strippers. Please get the std test.
I think he did this crap through your whole relationship. You just don’t dive into spending thousands on strippers. Please get the std test.
Yes! You’ve got this bee! Come back here when you need more support. Hugs!
well done that you found the strength to leave him and didnt fall for his sob stories and manipulation!!
it will take time for you to heal, dont rush into anything. cry, let it all out. try to release the pain youre feeling but dont lock yourself away.
xxx
Thank you everyone. Reading your posts throughout the day pushed me into ripping off the bandaid. This is day 1 without him. I’m waiting for my mom to come here later. I still haven’t stopped sobbing but I feel better that Ive made my final decision.
This, exactly this. A healthy, mature adult male does not feel driven to exploit women.
Every extramarital sexual contact to which he has confessed was exploitive of the women involved. None of this qualifies as an affair or an inappropriate relationship. Those would still be wrong, but those kinds of interactions are based on at least a degree of mutuality.
All of this guy’s extramarital carrying on required the denigration of women. Paying for sex is not normal. We can probably make allowances for drunken soldiers on their first leave in six months. But, even those guys often admit years later to feelings of shame.
Not so, OP’s husband. Women are put on earth to be objects for his amusement. The “relationships” he has with the massage women are more honest and authentic than the one with his wife.
Absolutely brilliant, Bee!
It doesn’t feel like it now, but this is the day that you reclaimed your life and your freedom. Make a note of the date.
You will grieve, but not for the loss of your husband. He’s trash. You’ll be mourning for the man you thought he was and the life you believed you were going to have.
Let it happen. It will come in waves and it will never be more than you can handle.
One foot in front of the other. One day at a time, one hour at a time, sometimes, one minute or second at a time.
Traumatic bonds are harder to break than healthy ones. I suggest The Betrayal Bond, by Patrick Carnes, PhD.
Good for you. You are young, you have time to grieve this relationship, get past it and heal. Then if you want to, meet someone else and start again.