- 4 years ago
The wedding is in 5 days (!) and now that I don’t have the weather to worry about – it’s supposed to be sunny and beautiful – you would think it’s just smooth sailing from here on out. But last night I only slept 4 hours and my stomach is a complete mess. I’ve been in and out of the bathroom all day. I work ovenights and I’m supposed to work tonight but I’m going to try and leave half way through so my sleep schedule isn’t all messed up. I also haven’t seen my fiance in two days because of my schedule so I think that’s contributing.
When I think about this weekend I can’t catch my breath for a second, and I’m cold and clammy. I have a couple klonopin from when it was prescribed to me but I don’t want to take it for fear of being “numb”.
I can’t pinpoint what’s causing this, probably a lot of things – stage fright (I have generalized anxiety), fear of things going wrong, still some things to do. Did anyone else experience so close to the wedding and how do/did you cope?
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