- 5 years ago
- Wedding: May 2013
Hello, fellow Bees!
Feeling really stressed right now and a bit emotional. I manage a busy medical office and have lots of new info/job details coming my way these days. Also getting married in 3.5 months (after 20 yrs in verbally/emotionally abusive marriage- so it’s understandably scary) and doing it all ourselves. Add to that the fact that I live with my mom, who is pretty opinionated, and my close friend, as well.
Fiance has been saying things that remind me just how shy he is and miserable outside of his normal comfort zone. Part of me wants to agree with my mom and tell him “Man up! It’s not all about you.” The other part of me totally understands that this is pretty much the only negative thing about him, and I was painfully shy as a child.
And so Valentine’s Day is almost here and I’m feeling overwhelmed and want to lock myself in my room and maybe cry a little, but there’s too much to do and I’m lucky to get quiet time to sleep.
Anyone else just feel worn out from it all?