- 8 years ago
- Wedding: July 2011
let me explain.
i wrote a post bout a month ago:
since that post, i got Aunt flow the week of Thanksgiving….if i had regular periods (which i do not) i would be due for her visit again this week but she’s been a no show thus far….i’m waiting for my insurance card to come in which will probly be in January. but i think I’m driving myself nuts over this and possibly making myself have symptoms?? :-/ i’ve also been socially drinking more the last 8 weeks than usual (almost every weekend NOT every day) so maybe it’s just the alcohol effecting me in some ways….
-about 3 weeks ago, i was nauseous every single morning for a week, and since then its just only been off and on, here and there…..
-i get hungry so badly like i’m starving when i only just ate like 2-3 hours ago…now, this may not seem like a big thing, but I have GERD (acid reflux) and it was deteremined about 2 yrs ago that my stomach doesnt process my food in a normal amount of time, which results in me not feeling hungry when i should….i dont take meds for it and i’ve been ok for the last 1.5 yrs with it, so maybe its acting up again? but then i keep psychin myself out cuz my specialist i was seeing before said (cuz i had asked him then) that it wouldnt affect any pregnancy but only possibly intensify it or the opposite…. so am i seeing more symptoms now because i really am pregnant? :-/
-TMI warning, i’ve noticed my nipples stinging to the point where they hurt badly….this only has happened like 3 or 4 times and usually goes away…
-there was one instance where the smell of a cheesburger from McDonalds with everything on it, especially the pickles, made me want to gag. and there was another instance where the smell of cigarette smoke bothered me to no end, which for me is unusual cuz i’ve been around cigarette smoke all my life, parents, sister, stepbrother, and a few of my friends too…i’ve even let friends smoke in my car before with me in it and it never bothered me before…
-where i could tolerate taking shots before when FH and I are out with friends, lately i’ve had to go to the bathroom cuz i start to gag…. again, maybe its the GERD acting up again??
-dizziness (not too much) and overly tired….i hardly take naps and i’ve had quite a few lately…
-this morning, 2 skirts i went to put on wouldnt zip up….maybe i’m just packing on holiday weight? :-/
i have taken 3-4 pregnancy tests this entire month, basically every week cuz i’m paranoid…..all negative. i was pregnant before when i was 17 (no birth) and i didnt test positive until i was 6 weeks along….my mother didn’t test positive when she was pregnant with me until she was 8 weeks along…..
am i going crazy?!?!?! i mean, obviously i know i need to see a doctor and i will, i just have to wait for my insurance card to get here…plus i’m waiting until after the holidays cuz i have a busy 2 weeks ahead of me…..i guess i just need you ladies to help me snap out of it….i fear that i’m psyching myself into believing i’m pregnant when i’m really not and in turn its causing me to have more symptoms?? or possibly associate symptoms that aren’t pregnant related with being pregnant??
help!! someone pour ice water over my head or something….lol :-/