- 5 years ago
- Wedding: March 2013
I’m sorry but I’m peeved that I have to reschedule my high risk assessment appointment from Thursday to next Tuesday because my husband has to work.
I’m peeved that my Father-In-Law wants to come over Saturday morning to do work around the house with my husband, yes I’d like some work done and I appreciate it but my situation is MUCH different than wanting to sleep in. Friday night I work 11pm-7am, my Father-In-Law wants to come over at 9am to work on the house. Not only do I work 11-7 but I have epilepsy and lack of sleep is a huge trigger for a seizure for me, and a seizure could mean miscarriage, brain developmental issues etc. When trying to explain this my Father-In-Law says “do you want to sleep in or do you want my help?” How about I want to freaking not have a seizure, not lose my license for another year when I just got it back, more importantly not have a miscarriage and not risk developmental problems. I love my inlaws but everyone around me expects me to be super woman ready to take on anything, ready to do anything, without a second thought to the effects it may have on this baby.
I’m mad that my work has me on three nights of 11pm-7am when they know the sleep issue with pregnancy to boot.
I’m mad that I don’t fit into my clothes any more
And I’m mad that everything I smell makes me want to vomit.
End of rant. Sorry but this has just been an overwhelmingly busy day and stressful to top it off.